Aware

It happened so fast
Not even sure how
Not who I wanted to be
The person inside of me

Innocence of the unkown
Then completely aware
I didn't see it coming
Holding on, yet running

The war inside raged
Until I forced the silence
Couldn't mistake it for peace
Simply numb as it ceased

Too little, too late
It was already done
I knew too much
Now life is such